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This is the digital garden of Nauka, an amateur of Learning. There is a blog.

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  • The Harm Of 10 Years Of AGI Doomsday Published: Last Modified: 2023-04-02

    4717 words, est. reading time: 23 minutes

    There are two petitions on AI safety out right now. If you sign only one, you should support LAIONs. Here’s why

  • Media review: The Limits of Realism Published: Last Modified: 2023-02-26

    1573 words, est. reading time: 8 minutes

    I am currently trying to finish up two long form writeups, but would like to update this blog more often, so I will start a new category: media reviews. Short to not so short summaries of what I liked about a given piece of media - books, movies, papers, YouTube videos etc. Without further ado, let’s start. I have just finished listening to the latest video of Kraut which both introduces and attempts to debunk the internal relations framework of realism, i.

  • Day 1: Combinatorial Christmas 2022 Published: Last Modified: 2023-02-02

    384 words, est. reading time: 2 minutes

    This is a copy of the the index for this series. As my research takes a final pivot over into the land of combinatorial optimisation with a colleague I figured it might be a nice idea to do an advent calendar of blog posts about combinatorial optimisation An idea which I’m of course shamelessly cribbing from the https://adventofcode.com/ . Since I have deadlines to hit, I will have to do this economically so I’m counting this announcement and creating the outline and initial research as the first day.

  • Where I Am Aiming to Be and Think I Am (in 2023) Published: Last Modified: 2023-02-02

    386 words, est. reading time: 2 minutes

    It’s 2023 and my Ph.D. is coming to a close. Despite having an impostor syndrome like all good academics, I am trying to be more honest about my skills and achievments instead of downplaying them. This post is me practicing this. So despite it feeling really awkward, I do think that I am inching towards living up to one of my favourite aphorisms: Jack of all trades, master of none - certainly better than a master of one

  • What I Did Instead of Making a New Website Published: Last Modified: 2023-02-02

    576 words, est. reading time: 3 minutes

    I started working on this website in September of 2021, when I was really struggling during my PhD. I was in the process of getting some mental health diagnoses done and was all over the place mentally - changing labs and topics during COVID19 does not make for the most productivity enhancing start. Working on the website was the first step of tying together all the strewn subprojects I had done over the last 5 years and slowly start organising myself as well.

  • Day 4: Linear Programs Published: Last Modified: 2022-12-04

    1451 words, est. reading time: 7 minutes

    Born from conflict The Simplex algorithm The Simplex algorithm: nitty gritty details Is this efficient? Interior points methods Karmarkar’s algorithm : some details Edit from the future: I got covid on day 4 of writing this, which means I will move the schedule to “as soon as done”. Today we do the first deeper dive into technical details of a method. And given its ubiquity, I think it’s a good thing to start with the lingua franca of combinatorial optimization: Linear programming.

  • Day 3: History and fields Published: Last Modified: 2022-12-03

    1782 words, est. reading time: 9 minutes

    Yesterday I tried to give you a quick intuition on what optimization in general and combinatorial optimization in particular are, as well as hint a bit at the historical developments that brought them to the current form. Today I want to go a bit deeper on this. I should note this specific perspective on the timeline is my own - and thus you might want to compare and contrast with more venerable thinkers in the field, like Prof.

  • Day 2: Concepts and Language Published: Last Modified: 2022-12-02

    1998 words, est. reading time: 10 minutes

    What is optimization? What do we optimize? Why would optimising on a finite set be more difficult than on an infinite set? Edit from the future: I got covid on day 4 of writing this, which means I will move the schedule to “as soon as done”. What is combinatorial optimization? Prof. Schrijver (Schrijver 2003) concisely summarizes it as Combinatorial optimization searches for an optimum object in a finite collection of objects.

  • You cannot get the Permis C as an academic Published: Last Modified: 2022-10-06

    473 words, est. reading time: 3 minutes

    I just received a letter from the Swiss Government telling me that my 5 years of PhD do not count towards the Permis C, according to the rules laid out here on page 22. I had originally taken his to mean that the PhD counts as normal employment, which as an EU citizen means I would be able to ask for the Permis C. This would mean I’d have some security of staying in the country (allowing for startup and other ventures that a normal employment might not permit), as well as taking my first steps towards the citizenship.

  • Three parts about anxiety Published: Last Modified: 2022-10-01

    4689 words, est. reading time: 23 minutes

    An essay I wrote in summer 2018 when I thought I was dealing well with anxiety and trauma, trying to explain what anxiety is to me others I know after a friend mentioned she does not understand it. Status 2022-10-01 I stand by most of it, although a follwup post might be in order.

  • Intellectual Gardens Published: Last Modified: 2022-09-30

    2572 words, est. reading time: 13 minutes

    I have pretty bad impostor syndrome. For a long time I’ve thought about intellectual work, of creative work, of entrepreneurship as something that only very talented people did, not me. I’ve always thought about myself as more of a reader, learner, tinkerer and fixer than a doer, finder,creator and performer. Let’s talk about impostor syndrome and how I’m trying to overcome it it. Other people First, back to the talented people.